Big Girls Don't Cry

Today was a really bad day. I don't want to talk about it but I think I messed up big time. My mom could tell I was upset. She just told me big girls don't cry and that whatever it was, it was probably just my karma and I should just get over it. Like I deserve it or something.

But that's the thing. Nothing bad happened to me. Instead, I did something bad. And I don't know how to take it back. And I'm worried I ruined everything forever.

Remi said it was okay. And that it wasn't my fault. But I think he's just saying that to make me feel better.

I don't know what to do to make it better.